God isn’t looking for people who do everything right. I’m so glad you don’t have to be perfect for God to bless you. Blessings come when you love Him with all your heart and love your neighbor as yourself.
Jesus commissioned 70 to go heal the sick. But they weren’t with Him at the Cross. He fed 5000 but they weren’t with Him at the Cross. Not everyone that is with you today will be for you tomorrow. Live your life for the Lord and not people.